Admitting failure is never easy, especially when you’ve ignored all sound advice, thrown caution into the wind and attempted the impossible without so much as a second thought. We all encounter failure everyday in our lives and not accepting it, or appreciating it, is a dangerous mistake to make. Those who do not recognise failure are poetically doomed to fail.

A few months ago I wrote a post about sticking through with my ideas and projects. I highlighted that I have often had a few half baked ideas and projects that have never come to fruition, but with Vueo I was determined to break that trend.

Vueo was more than just a company, it was a concept, it was supposed to be the blueprint of new media channels for the next five years. It was supposed to help revolutionise the way we consume and produce our media. To some extent Vueo still is some of those things, however at the end of March the decision was taken to close down Vueo Ltd and liquidate it. This process is still on going but Vueo has ended.

Vueo’s inevitable closure is not an admission saying that the online television channel format doesn’t work. I still have full faith in it. Instead I’m admitting that as far as Vueo is concerned we got way in over our heads and that our business model wasn’t quite right. Where Vueo was concerned we attempted to launch with 5 fully produced and permanent programmes. The idea was to have 5 brand new episodes a week of fresh and interesting content, with a team of 3 this was near impossible. Despite having pre-recorded content months in advance and having a lot in our backlog, we just couldn’t meet the turn around time. The stress of Vueo emotionally drained us all and took me, personally, to the point of a nervous breakdown. Trying to run TinyGrab at the same time and work on the 2.0 release, as well as Vueo and my degree, was just too much for my system to handle and something had to give.

This is a blog post that I started many months ago (back in March actually) I just haven’t been able to bring myself to finish it off, until now. The recent release of new technology makes Vueo’s closure even more upsetting, mainly due to the dream of independent channel content being able to come true. I still own the rights to the brand and some of the shows, so there is still some hope that sometime in the future I may be able to work on a relaunch. This will only be when I can find a financially viable model to support it though, my personal finances are dire and I can’t afford a loss leader.

So many things have changed since September, so many things have changed since I wrote my original blog post on Vueo. I have grown in so many ways and developed even further as a business man and content creator. Thank you to all of the supporters I’ve had during these past few trying months. Sorry for the tears, the fights, the breakups and the immaturity that has been expressed at times. Vueo really was my baby and I baby I was with it.

Chris Leydon.

The last few weeks that have just gone by were extremely stressful for my workload. In all honesty, the past three months were incredibly stressful for my workload, full stop.

To refresh your memories, for my University course this semester I had to create a 3 – 10 minute film on anything I wanted. My initial ideas developed into Project New York, a project that was put on hold after a relationship breakdown and a financial storm. The film then evolved into what would have been called “The Woman on the Roof”, sadly due to the lack if a rooftop this film had to undergo a change too.

“Brydges Place” is the name of the thinnest alleyway in London. It’s also the setting and the name for the film that was once called “The Woman on the Roof”. Why the name change and no roof? Sadly the company who managed the rooftop that I wished to film on had to cancel on me at the last minute, due to lack of manpower within their organisation. Like most films I’ve worked on, a bailout plan had to be worked on at the last minute. The bailout plan revolved around shooting in various locations in Westminster with a cut down version of the original “The Woman on the Roof” script.

It’s interesting to see how this University film has changed around the current situations in my life. When I was in love with a man in New York, I wanted to create a drama tackling the low key homopobia that can be found in some parts of the city. When I was going through a breakdown and looking for an escape, the film changed into “The Woman on the Roof” a film about someone coming to peace and terms with everything. In some sort of weird way this film is still dedicated to the person who it was intended to be made for, it’s just now circumstances have changed and we’re all moving on with our lives.

My flash player, for reasons unknown to me, doesn’t seem to be working at the moment. Should you wish to see “Brydges Place”, please click on the image to be redirected to my online portfolio, CHRISLEYDON.TV, where you can watch it in a nice high quality working flash player.

Chris Leydon.

Escape, we all need one. We all need to get away from the slum of day to day life. We all need to feel free and clear our head. We all need a clear vision. Where can you go for this relief? That’s your choice.

What is such a dark or deep intro for a post doing on my blog, you may wonder. Don’t worry, I haven’t become some sort of manic depressive. The paragraph above is a quick teaser synopsis of the idea behind my latest film project. What’s happened to Project New York? This has. This, for the time being, is Project New York.

For various reasons, business and personal, the film that I was planning to film in New York had been put on hold. This doesn’t mean that the project has been cancelled, I still plan to make it one day, the story is very close to my heart. However, my film module requires me to man a film this semester so I had to brain storm a new idea. The working title for the film is “The Woman on the Roof”.

“The Woman on the Roof” revolves around a young woman who has recently been raped. She goes to the top of the roof several weeks later, to relive the entire event, looking for some sort of escape. It’s not necessarily the film that I set out to make, or wanted to make, but nevertheless it is now the film that I am making. Maybe it has to do with the mood that I was in when I wrote the script. I was going through an emotional time and needed a release, I guess this film is my roof. I’ve channelled all of my hurt feelings into this project, I just hope that it pays off.

Location hunting for this film has been relatively easy, getting in touch with said locations though has been much harder than expected. As it stands I currently have one location out of three; with a week to go before shooting this is perhaps not a great thing. For this location, however, I am having to hire a policeman to be on set at all times. Apparently you can’t fake the scene of a rape on the streets of London, without a police officer present. I have no idea how much this will cost me, but let’s see.

If all goes to plan, shooting will all be done in one day. These “let’s shoot it all in one day” plans tend never to work, I hope that this one bucks the trend. This is the only window that I have to shoot it, due to equipment and University rehearsal schedules, so I really hope that it all manages to come together.

Chris Leydon.

Its been well over a month since I last made a posting here, incase you haven’t noticed a lot of my posts talk about how long its been since my previous post. One must really get out of that habit.

I started back at University this week. It’s all fairly easy going at the moment, but that’s because we’re only just learning what our assignments actually are. Having said that, the assignment for Studio Production still remains the same: to create a TV studio programme and broadcast it, this shan’t be until March though.

The assignment that I’m focusing all of my attention on, at the moment, is for Film Technology. This is the last semester in which we truly get complete freedom to make the best films we can. There are several options on how you can be assessed. The first option is to be marked as an individual, doing your own project. The second and third options are group based; you can be marked as a member of a crew, or equally. Personally I have chosen to work alone for this project, at least for the conception stages.

The working title for my film, is “Project New York”. Incase you hadn’t guessed by the title, I really want to shoot my next piece in New York. From the ideas that I’ve had and the initial stages that I’ve taken to achieve them, I really think that this is going to be my best work so far. My masterpiece. I’m not going to give too many details away on the project here yet. Instead, I’m going to create a new production blog, which can be found at www.projectnewyork.co.uk. I expect the first post will be up sometime today.

There’s a lot more I want to talk about but I feel as though those topics deserve their own blog post. Instead I’m going to wrap this post up and head on over to projectnewyork.co.uk to set that up. I’m thinking a video/written blog.

Chris Leydon.

Fighting the rumours by writing another blog post, I’m not dead… yet. Busy I have been incredibly so over the past few weeks. As the Christmas holidays approach, my Uni deadlines start to creep in ever so slowly. As is customary with this time of year, I’ve been running left right and centre like a headless chicken, attempting to meet deadlines. Thankfully I seem to have met most of them for now.

Visual Media Applications, as a few people may be aware, is a module in my course, that teaches the basics of Adobe After Effects. Earlier on in the semester I had to follow a set of course tutorials. These tutorials had room for improvisation and encouraged creativity. They allowed me to get to grips with the powerful software package, whilst allowing me to experiment and play around.

The short tutorials were only a small part of my total assessment. My final assignment was to create a 30 second animation, within After Effects, based on either part of or an entire book. I chose to use the opening paragraph from Stephen Clarke’s “Talk To The Snail”. A video of how the animation turned out is above, feedback is always appreciated.

Chris Leydon.

I feel so overworked recently. I’ve been having to pull all nighters just to get my work done in time. I suppose in one respect it’s my own fault, allowing all of my deadlines to pile up; in another though, why do I have so much work in the first place? By the end of this week I have to have completed all of the Bishops’ College Videos (that Keyone Productions were commissioned to produce), I have a pantomime video scene for OTFM Productions and my University Film Tech work is due in too.

With the first draft of the second Anti-Bullying video for Bishops’ College complete, I now have more time to concentrate on my University work. One thing I must say that I am proud of though, is the video intro that I created for the Bishops’ documentary. Using a lot of the knowledge that I gained from my Visual Media Applications lectures this year, I set forth to produce one of the best intros I’ve created yet. A copy of the video intro is above, should one wish to view it. Feed back is always appreciated.

This is a short post, mainly because I’m suffering from sleep deprivation and am unsure of how to phrase things. Another reason why this is a short post, is because I need to finish my work and meet my deadlines. I also didn’t plan this post, it was spontaneous. This post is basically an excuse to show case my new intro!

Chris Leydon.

Uni work has been hitting me hard pretty recently. It’s that time of year again where everyone finally realises that University isn’t one big social, as their first deadlines start to loom over the horizon. I, yet again, have fallen into the trap of NOT doing my Uni work as I go along my course; instead I’ve let it pile up and a deadline is approaching from around the corner. Admittedly it’s not as bad as I let it get last year, but I really should have learnt not to do this by now.

My modules, for the first semester of year two, consist of “Film Technology 2″, “Visual Media Applications”, “Video Editing Technology” and “Studio Production”. It’s my Visual Media Applications (VMA) work that’s starting to creep up on me.

VMA is a module that explores the use of After Effects within film. Throughout the course and over the past weeks, one has supposed to have been creating animations to upload to MySpace; how to do the basics of each animation was covered in the relevant lecture, one then has to put their own artistic flare on the work. I have yet to finish all of my animations. If truth be told, my mind has been preoccupied with other things; such as a social life, Keyone Productions progression and loosing a job.

The first animation that I’ve had to create for VMA, is one where a bunch of playing cards have to rotate, showing both the face and the back of the card, as well as appearing within 3D space. My take on this animation is displayed above in the video player. This animation has had to be uploaded to “MySpace” so that it can be peer assessed in order to complete my assignment and module.

Chris Leydon.

Well I’m pleased to say that I did indeed sign that new BTPodShow contract, which means that The Podzone is guarenteed for at least another two years. I’ve also been working a bit more on script concepts and I’ve finished University for the year.

Finished, completely finished until September, you have no idea how good it feels to say that. Ahead of me I’ve got one long summer of work, making money and enjoying myself.

In the meantime however, I’ve discovered that my web design skills are so fantastic that the new Keyone Productions site, only works on about 90% of the worlds browsers. Yep, it doesn’t work with IE… oops. My day today will be spent correcting that mistake. I’ve started to learn CSS and I’m hoping to implement what I’ve learnt into the redesign.

Tomorrow, as a favour to my father, myself and Nick shall be headed to Bishops College (Gloucester) to film their Year 11 graduation. It should be fun as we’ll have a multicam set up and various other bits of over kill. We know that a job such as this doesn’t require all of the trims that we’re putting in to it; but I’ve got to do something to keep me amused until September.

Chris Leydon.

Fairly busy week.My Internet & HTML Technology assignment deadline and exam were this week. the exam was incredibly easy, I scored 97% which let’s face it isn’t bad going really; the assignment as perhaps the trickier task of the two.

The assignment was to create a website based around the streaming technologies that the BBC use on their websites. I had to create the website from scratch using a WYSIWYG, if you know me, or have seen my work, you know that I’m fairly capable at this kind of thing. The hardest thing about this assignment was simply the content; the BBC don’t REALLY use that many different streaming technologies, at least not that many up to date ones. They still use Real Video and Windows Media for their news reports, as an example, instead of Flash.

In the end I used a theme that I created for v.4.0 of the Keyone Productions website and customised it to fit my needs. If you want to take a look at the finished site, head on over to www.chrisleydon.com/bbc – I’m quite happy with my work.

I have one more assignment and one more exam left before I finish Uni for the year, the exam is on the 28th of April and the assignment needs to be in by the 2nd of June. My final assignment is for Audio Processing; I have to create an original piece of music and then write a report on the process, pretty much the same thing as last time – apart from this time we’re using Reason instead of Cubase.

I’ve taken this weekend off from working; I know that this isn’t a good plan but I feel as though I deserve it. Next week I’ll be working on Reason and the technical report. If I have some spare time I might even pop around once again, write a post and give you an update.

Chris Leydon.

While the Keyone Productions site was down during the upgrade, I stuck up a test of the Keyone TV “Mogulus” channel. No idea if any of you have seen this service, but it is definitely worth a look at. Mogulus allows you to essentially create your own online streaming television channel, using content from YouTube or your own content which you upload. All, of course, for free – www.mogulus.com

This morning I received the marks and feedback for the Project Elements drama. In all they were very good; as a group we scored a 2-1 with a few pointers on how we could have improved the film. The plot was a little thin, but other than that it appeared to be alright.

No idea what’s wrong at the moment, but my typing and writing skills seem to be lacking today. As a result of this temporary lack of skills I shall bid you adieu.

Chris Leydon.